I'm not sure what is worse, the Cancer , the side effects or the side effects from the medications. Its so funny, other than a little discomfort from eat ting I was fine until I was diagnosed. Ya know we hear about the people that are doing okay until the doctors get a hold of them and then they die. The side effects from the Chemo and the drugs to counteract the side effects to counteract the side effects and so on are killing me more than the Cancer I think. I have sores in places that I didn't think were possible and body aches and pains that are driving me crazy not to mention the fatigue and loss of sleep, can you have fatigue and not sleep? Well I do...sorry just a thought.