Friday, July 3, 2009

Happy July 4th (updated 1900 )


.1056~ Good Morning, wow what a beeeeeautiful day here in western Maryland, on a day like today I wonder how anyone could have a problem in the world.

I feel a little better today, but we know the drill, I have bad ones and good ones, Ill take the good when they come. I have no plans today other than maybe lay by my pool for a while.
.1900~ Its not all physical, there is a lot of emotional stress involved, not only has my sickness disrupted my life but it has also turned my friends and families lives upside down. I live with that guilt everyday, I am having one of those emotional nights tonight, Im not afraid to cry, but I would like to have one really great cry and get it all out and over with.