Wednesday

It took every bit of energy I had just to get out of bed today, the side effects from the Chemo and Radiation has really hit me like a ton of bricks, I'm sure that the fact that I am getting such an aggressive dose of everything, everyday isn't helping, but I know this has to be done this way if I am going to beat this.
Its a feeling that's so hard to describe, its a total loss of energy, everything is an effort. Nausea has hit last night and is here with me again today, I know these are common side effects as well. I take the meds and hope it works. Tonight is Radiation Therapy again at 1730 and then I meet with my Radiation Doc, Dr. Suntha to discuss where we are and what we are looking at ahead of me.