Friday, July 3, 2009

Happy July 4th (updated 1900 )


.1056~ Good Morning, wow what a beeeeeautiful day here in western Maryland, on a day like today I wonder how anyone could have a problem in the world.

I feel a little better today, but we know the drill, I have bad ones and good ones, Ill take the good when they come. I have no plans today other than maybe lay by my pool for a while.
.1900~ Its not all physical, there is a lot of emotional stress involved, not only has my sickness disrupted my life but it has also turned my friends and families lives upside down. I live with that guilt everyday, I am having one of those emotional nights tonight, Im not afraid to cry, but I would like to have one really great cry and get it all out and over with.

2 comments:

  1. You should NEVER feel guilty about anything!

    Would love to hear from you when you are feeling up to it.

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  2. I have always admired you and your strength. I know you as a loving, caring, honest MAN. I would never think any less of you. Everyone has a right to let it out and cry sometimes. I am sure it will help. Go ahead and cry. I have for you as I am sure many of your loved one have. And as Nikki has said, you have nothing to feel guilty for. If anyone does, it would be me for my lack of contact and communication with you through the years. I am sorry for that. I love and miss you. I am praying for your recovery and Gods hand on you during this trying time.

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