No work today thank God ! All I want to do is stay in bed, this Chemo/Radiation Treatment really has me knocked down. I know I must get up and move about but it takes all of my effort. I also need to eat, my weight has dropped unbelievably, my Doctors are threatening me with the feeding tube. But I am just not hungry and the thought of food makes me want to puke.

1945 I'm home from The University of Maryland where I finished up my first week of Radiation Treatments. They also took me off the Chemo Pump today and will leave it off for about 3 weeks, good I hope I can regain some energy back.

Wow...I am actually hungry. This is the first time in 2 weeks that I am actually craving food...very cool.